Wanted: More Hours

There are not enough hours in the day.  My attention is divided between all the things I'm trying to do, all the things I'm thinking about doing, and all the guilt I have for not doing the things that I want to do/think I should be doing.  It's slightly maddening.

Like this blog.  I like my blog.  I like the idea of having a blog.  I have lots of ideas of what to write on a blog.  But for the life of me I cannot manage keep up with a blog!  When I evaluate the list of things that I want to get done in a day "update blog" is usually really far down on the bottom ... under sit and do nothing (but, to be fair, I really like sitting and doing nothing), play with my son, surf the internet, craft, and sleep.

But I'm not ready to give up on my blog ... oh no.  I'm too stubborn ... and eventually I will have the time.  Maybe when Jack goes to college, or when we win the lottery and I become one of those super cute hipster stay at home moms who's blogs I'm obsessed with, or when I manage to live on less sleep. 

Until then ... I guess I'll just have to make peace with the fact that I'm not going to be able to do everything. 

Poo.